AWAY

Hi peeps, im not going to update all my account until PMR next year. im so sorry. my myspace FARIZA LIYANA will update all the stuff. she's kinda my assistant HAHA :D thanks to her. but dont worry about my condition. im doing fine :D

still has the chance

my brother, Alif has got 3As 2Bs UPSR 2009. it's good, because the trial exam he did was bad. and UPSR result, he can't belive that he got better than trial. even though, he did not get 5As, he still has another chance to go. Congrats :)

oh wait, private blog ? wrote about me and it's funny ? alaaahaih -_-' whatev la. my mum said if people talk about me, just let them. she advised me, dont do anything, "makin lama budak budak tu diam lah, duk buat tak tau je" and i said "hmm ye, okay ma" dia dah mula dah ceramah dia. haha i talked with myself, anak mama pun ada kutuk orang jugak :p.

a day to remember

i had a great date day today with my love boyfriend at Pavilion and Sungei Wang. at first, we planned we shall go to Pavilion KL with his friends Helmi and Faiz. but they have their own problems today. so, the plan abode me and Anip only. haha our journey to go there almost one hour. Anip picked up me with a cab at ttdi. then, we went to KTM Batu Tiga and reached to KL Sentral. we took a KL Monorail from KL Sentral to Bukit Bintang.

walked to Pavilion and straight to go to cinema, bought our tickets. we watched Jennifer's Body. we chose a couple seat and you know what, sempat lagi french kiss dalam wayang. muahaha. the movie ended at 2.15 p.m. mama said i must back home before 4 and actually i lied my parents that i go to Sunway Pyramid with my friends but i went with my boyfriend. i feel guilty oh -_- . nvrmind it. and then, we were out from Pavi and direct went to Sungei Wang, Anip wanted to buy a new sandals RM20 at F.O.S. shop, so he bought it. we were not lunch, i just ate green curry puff pie and Anip makan apa tah tapi sedap la dia suap. haha.

after then, at around 3++ p.m. we went to KL Monorail station and was waiting Anip to finish his cigarette first. bought tickets KTM at KL Sentral and arrival at KTM Batu Tiga, went a cab to ttdi and drop us at ttdi. that time was so rainy. he ran to Ali's Conner and me, i ran to my house.

awwww, Anip was so pampering and always hugged me and always holded my hand everyminutes, today. maybe he was being like this because he miss me so much. i know he loves me, i love him too. i didnt capture any pictures with him, i brought my camera but i dont want to snap picture of us. i like somebody capture us not me or him capture our picture. i dont like.

Ahmad Shahril Ikram

HAPPY 40th BIRTHDAY PAPA !

may everything beautiful. and sincerely wish you happiness, cheerfulness.

SCHOOL 2009 IS OVER ! next year gonna be a harder year. more study than this year. PMR -_-

let she thinks absurdity about me, but she doesn't knows the truth

i must patient with all this thinggy, and i shall not to think about it much. there is more important thing to think than this.

okay, at school. location was at the foyer blok D. Cikgu Faizal wanted us to shut our own mouth and silent. haha and me, i was like nothing to listen, i continued what i was doing, i laughed. and i called Athirah to come sit with me and my friends. Cikgu Azril and Cikgu Faizal saw my behavior at that time. Cikgu Faizal was hold the microfon, and called my full name and wanted me to stand up. hahaha i ashamed. everyones were looking at me. my friends laughed silently to me. hah suka koraaang -___- HAHA.

after solat asar, we need place aacordingly back at the foyer block D. and when my line que stood up, Cikgu Azril called me "Amal ! awak tunggu sini kejap !". i said "ahhhh, apa salah saya lagi ? *jeling*" Cikgu Azril looked at me soooo scary kut. haha. idk what was my guilts hah. he said he ordered me to go to bilik mpp, wait him in there.

in the bilik mpp, he asked all kinds of question about my life, family, friends, boyfriend, i'm okay or not. OH OKAY, you're not my personal doctor, you're just a dicipline teacher. and what is your hell problem to know about me too inside huh ? i hate him. he wanted to see what is in my bag. i said "takboleh", cikgu said "kenapa ?". haha i told him, i have one singlet and one school socks in my bag. Najmin borrowed them, and she gave me today. that was i told cikgu. ugh, macam macam lah Detective Azril SMK TTDI Jaya asked me a lot of questions.

friends in SMK TTDI Jaya

we were complaining each other this picture looks we are soooo ugly. HAHA. but anyways, i love you guys. some of them, are my bestfriends. some of them, are closefriends. few of them, are my friends.

i know him since 2006 and friend since 2007

Khairul Imran

we were closed at standard six. i still remember, he was a ketua kelas in 6 Setia, i was the student in that class. in the half a year 2007, we had pertukaran kelas for students six who had done good in exam will change class in 6 Kasih. for your information, SKSeksyen 13 has two classes only for standard six which was 6 Kasih & 6 Setia. Khairul was changed to 6 Kasih, he cried HAHAHA, he loved our class. yeah dia bapok until now :D . then he said to Puan Haliza he wanted me replace as ketua kelas 6 Setia. i asked why ? alaaah, tak ingat ah -_- apa dia cakap. haha. and now 2008, he is my bestie. i know i know, we are not so too close because we are differents school, he niners and i'm ttdi --' . he said if i school at smk sec 9, he will be my only bestie. ah gendut, sayang kau sial ! :') oh, hope you will happy with your new girlf. maju ah kau dah ada awek hot douh. and and makin kurus. hahaha, btw rindu kau tahap gaban douh.

we're okay now

it was already settle today. alhamdulillah. the situations i had make me so afraid of something. sorry Kina, Afiq and mostly is Anip :( . jealous is the stupid thing in this world. i slept at 5.30 a.m. and woke up at 1.30 p.m. i've already planed i shall not go to school. so its okay lah if i wake up late. i can't sleep last night, but Paan cheered me up. thanks douh. i felt so sad, i dont want to eat, i dont want to get out of my room, i was cold at that time. hmmm. i'm eating burger right now on 2.00 a.m., and i am not so happy, but at least we are now okay :)

think it

why in the world we need love ? i mean kekasih. HAHA --'

hell yeah

HA ! see ? arggggghhhhh ;(

ergh, i got 70% for Bahasa Melayu paper today. my cikgu bm said, penulisan i did very good. ahhhhhh shit :( i missed number 36-40 Kertas 1. i didnt black the numbers of my answer paper but in my question paper i was answer them all and all are correct. sayang kan markah ? seriously, i'm really sad of my careless. i asked cikgu for help me, she didnt want. buto betul.

not freedom yet

final exam 2009 is over. yay yo. oh, i want to tell you, science paper 2 was so hard, yeah i was not reading science much, so it's my fault la. and geografi also was fuck, i hate geo. but anyway, sejarah i think i did well, maybe. kh, haiyoh main taram. ahah, Fazrin told me i get 72% for bahasa melayu paper. not good result actually, i thought i'll get A. hm. when the final exam was over at school, semua dah "Merdeka Merdeka !". kepala hotak kau merdeka -_- seriously douh, i heard that words, i felt like ugh bodoh seh, merdeka time kau dah end of study in our life laah.

whatever. haha today Afiqah's birthday. well, we were not celebrating her birthday because she doesn't want. idk when i want to buy a present for her. idk what she likes and her favourites. haha. sorry, i dont have any picture of her.

Final Exam

i'm going die for one week -_________________-' . three subjects i'm worrying about. Sejarah has many Perjanjian-perjanjian, i hate to memorize them. Geography is a bit okay than Sejarah, but still must memorize bab Pembandaran, this bab has a lot question in exam paper as my cikgu geo told. Science ? haha i need to read it more. so, wish me luck, i wish you goodluck :)

Links

hey hey, go to my websites

• www.ezt.tumblr.com
• www.flickr.com/aml-3108
• www.myspace.com/chicochacky
• www.twitter.com/ezetee

its sooooo enjoyable, if we have all kinds website.

wedding ?

hahh, i hate wedding. but maybe i like wedding's night. i was not going to tuition, Faizal & Raisha open houses too. sorry. the wedding on 2.oo p.m. , panas terik ya rabbi -_______- . the street sempit gila. nasib baik kampung, i can understand the situation. ugh. it was the suck wedding, seriously. bride and groom were too late to arrive there. and when the guests finished their eating, their plates and cups on the table takde orang amik. wtf ? --' . dah lah orang lain nak makan kena tunggu orang kemas. and my dad directs went to at back to call 'pekerja' wedding to clear up the table.

final exam is a shit. i think i can score maths, bm, bi, kh and agama. others ? haha no. i need to revision more geo, sej and science.

Nur Kamarina

hmmm, you know what i'm now at Kina's house. typing here. she's now watching Winter's Sonata. i miss her even we're not always meet and we're not in same school but we're kind close lah. hee. i do loveeeee her :') . we were captured pictures just now in her room, talking, eating and so on.

before i go to Kina's, actually i followed Anip and his friends jamm at sec13, but close. sooo then, they want to go to PAS, i didnt follow them because i really want to meet Kina so much. hee sorry sayang, next time ok i ikut you tengok you guys jamming :] .

in BK, i said to Anip i want to study for a while. HAHAHA i lied mama that i go to library for studies. and she said when she'll pick up me at somewhere, in the car, show her my works. that's why i need to finish up some latihan. i studied with Aisya and her ala ala boyf -_- haha. and i went outside of BK lepak dgn Anip and his friends pula. suddenly, one girl lalu depan haha. Anip tercakap " girlfriend aku " hahahaha i just huh ? Anip dah mula lah cover cakap i girlf dia, haha no cares lah whatev you said :D . and i know that girl yang lalu tu i told him, i panggil her " MIRA ! " . haha she ws terus raise her hands up, member lama bhai. then i saw a boy at skatepark wear black shirt, and that's my bestfriend. i was running to him while i was screaming FAIZAAAAAAL rindu sial. serious, i miss him and so do him too.

i have a nice day today, thank you friends.

sorry readers

HAHA i'm so sorry, its been one month a half i was not update my blog. i have reasons ok, i forgot my password because i think i was changed my password so when i want to sign in my blog, it can't access and i'm lazy to make a new one blog. start from 22 Sept i never have any blogger and start from that day, rarely read everyone's blog. i click " i cant access my account ? " today, to try again then alhamdulillah it has a question that i was set up and my answer is correct and i did my new password. i'm continue updating my blog but sometimes not everyday. thanks for understand :)

1 Syawal tomorrow

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

maaf zahir dan batin

May Allah bless you with happiness and grace your home with warmth and peace

forgive my small and bulk sins to you, dearest. ampun dan maaf di pinta :)

Gypsy Rose guitar

my family and i was breaking fast at my grandparents house, Petaling Jaya. hm, after break fast, i have got two presents from atuk and nanny for birthday presents. these are what i'm waiting for, hahaha because i knew atuk will buy me a guitar. nanny gave me jubah, i like it, lawaaaa :] . and i will wear it on raya. atuk, haha he gave me a guitar lah. pink colour, omg at first i was " hah ? pink ? " hahahaha. but its okay lah, cute what. at least i have one, and i can study how to play a guitar. i asked atuk, how much price is it ? he said " secret lah mai " . then oh okayy. aha. i'm following Min's. she teached me about notes and tabs. she goods in guitar play. she ordered me to open Ultimate Guitar website, there i can study the songs.

tomorrow,
help to clean my house again. rearrange my living room. fill in the kuih muih and kerepek into kuih balangs. hahah. i'm not patient, because RAYAAAAA ! hee. i miss my cousins, mama side's. first day raya, inevitable a lot of people send messages " Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri " . surely.

the past comes again

hate it -.- him ! bodoh aaa, nak raya macam ni ;(

FUCK

booyah boring

i woke up on 11.30 a.m. -_-' its all Anip punya pasal. i slept late last night around 2.30 a.m. , he called me. he was sweet sweet again :') heee. hmm then, i followed my time table school and take a bath. i need Afiq help me to post my Farisha raya card, i put it in Afiq's house post box. he was not going to school, so glad i have him because at that time i otw go to school, wait for my van.

at school, i felt someones missing. yeah you know who. hmm. Athirah said she wants me, her and Ista lepak-ing after raya 1week. hang elsewhere :) i will wait the date.

Goodbye my friend

we love youuuuu ISTA ! dont ever forget us, we're your close and best friends. you move school, we still can meet right ? hang somewhere, if you want to meet Camelia, hahaha see her at library lah :D ! Ista, sorry kalau aku lupa kau, tak amik peduli pasal kau, sakit kan hati kau. tapi sumpah weh, aku tk pernah kutuk kau. aku kutuk depan en betina ? haha kau pun dua kali lima je ;p . tadi time bila tgk kau menangis, aku macam argh nak ikut kau menangis hahaha. 1st time kau nangis depan biji mata aku :( . i will miss you. nanti raya aku dgn sahabat sahabat tersayang kau datang raya rumah kau eh :) ohh er raya card aku nanti pos tau. lagi satu, kau kalau nak couple biar setia. laki laki hampeh jangan amik au. hmm yang kau nak boyf kau tanya aku tu, nanti aku help okay. and dosa dosa kau terhadap aku, aisyatul, camy, athirah, mia, nana, min, nabila, afiqah, wani and wawa kami ampunkan haha. see you anytime anywhere Farisha <33

Lily Women

i'm soooooooo tiring. i helped to clean up my house. raya is coming in 6days. i rearranged my own room, i've never seen my room is so dusty maaan, lots dusk, eiww. i was wearing a mask. i turned on the radio, listened to the raya songs for give me spirit to clean up the house. haha :D . ugh, i didnt finish Sejarah folio -.- that's fakk. Sittarthan will kill me, hope so his not. try to finish it before Tuesday.

i came back from Subang Parade for accompany mama to buy her baju raya at Ms Read, her fav shop. haha. as soon as me, finally i bought kasut raya. what type of shoes Amaaal ? hee, its not high heels. its just simple shoes. and i bought it at Crocs shop. anyway, i like it :] .

Lily Women Crocs

Elmo T-shirt

i went to Plaza Masalam Section 9 with family for bit shopping raya. we went there because bibik wants baju raya. crossbar, my family also bought their owns stuff. and me, haha i only bought yellow Elmo tshirt, rm25. costly aite ? nvm lah. its hard to find elmo top. at least i got it even the tshirt is not so nicey, okay okay laa what. in topman shop, Elmo tshirt price ______ you know expensive kaaaaaan ? give me money, i'll buy it. saya kan orang miskin T__T . haha. tomorrow, i'll buy high heels for kasut raya. mama wants me to buy it at Primavera shop. haiyoh, tak suke lah --' . better buy at Crocs. haha leisure shoes right. naaahh, will find out where.

ohh yea, i'm not miss Keyyol and Faizal. i miss you both :( bile nak jumpa siaaal ? sorry ah, reunion aku tak leh gi ah hari ni. kerabat belah mak aku datang bukak puasa. most of all, rindu sangat Khairul bapok.

need company ?

although i have family, friends & boyf. i felt nothing. every time, every day, every week. i do always have problems. what kind of problems i had ? fighting -____- . fighting with ? i think boyf i had always fight of. i know, there are many people their life are sadder than me. i'm feel pitying at them. people who are make a miserable with me even my friends also. i have guilts, i realize that. and if it is my mistakes, i say sorry to you right ? whatev bad situations i'm on, i feel guilty. i know who i am :) but before you judge me, look in a mirror first. and think it before you say or judge me. btw, what i wrote here, i'm not hint at someones. i just depressed and need some air. beach please ?

Ujian Penilaian Sekolah Rendah

UPSR ? gah -______-' haha its not me taking this big exam. it will my brother, Alip. tomorrow start the exam. i know he can do it, he can do it better than me. i got 2A's 3B's for UPSR. i just got penulisan and mathematics are A's. i'm not a brilliant person like others. like you maybe. hmmmphh. okay, talk about Alip. he's nerdy hahaha xD . i know i've been too rude at him, always mad and fighting none stop every day because i'm not a good sister. sorry. i'll pray for him to get straight A's. i will go to Sek Seksyen13 with mama and papa for support him tomorrow. GO GO GO Alif Ikmal :] kak mai sayang awaaaaak ! haha.

new baby :D

boredom day today. not really. okay i have a new baby, wahhh. stop it Amaaal -_- . hha. Cik La who is my aunt, she has new baby. born at Hospital Purajaya. when my family and i reached at hospital, take out all things in general to bring in wad. first time i've been in there. nice. Aziq and Alia cannot enter the wad because under 12years old cannot in. so, they waited at the ground with my maid. Alip and me went first, mama papa waited for a while. the baby girl so cute. looks like Alia. haha. Naufal, the baby's brother, age 3. he wants give his sister name : Aishah coconut / Aishah B-daman / Nimo Aishah. he wanted his mom to choose one of. haha comeel je. then, me alip and aichik went to bazaar putrajaya to buy some foods for break fast at hosp. we were breaking fast all together family at the ground Hospi Corner. after break fast, my family went upstairs to the wad, and greeting one another. we want to meet Cik Ayie, papa's sister too at Putra Heights USJ. its just moments only, tak lama pun. Cik Ayie gave me present. she gave malay story books, jiwang bai. ugh, idk lah she knows i dont like jiwang or she doesnt know. anyway, Cik Ayie is not type like malay stories actually --' . but nah, nvm. i'll must appreciate it.

we go home ; main bunga api :D haha.

i've got one stuff

alia mama me alip

me and my family went to Passage Thru India, KL for break fast but Aziq and bibik didnt follow us. btw i'm not fasting because yeahh you know right ? haha --' . the foods at there oh my god, sedap ya rabbi. i just ate crabs and pasta. mama & papa makan taknak kalah. haha yalah, buffet. of course makan pakai bantai banyak mana je. we're just pay ikut age. after then, we went to Suria Klcc. for whaat ? for shopping lahh. haha. i've got one stuff :D *winkwink. i bought Mango's bag, price RM99. not's my money, papa's. for my birthday present. hee. mama was shopping in ISETAN and bought Cik Anis's presents. moving on, Tesco Extra then. haha. arrived home around 11.50++ p.m. now, i want texting with my boyf. he doesnt reply anything. he's sleep :( i miss you babyy.

in Marks Spenser, Suria Klcc

read it bestfriends

you're not understand right ? i already read your blog. Mia, what i was send to you a msg yesterday, its not between me and you lah ! between YOU and AISYATUL ok. you said to me that you dah larang dorang nak buat this thinggy silly for me kan. but, aisyatul said you never say that to them. you siap cakap okay means agree right kat dorang ? i dont know lah dorang tipu ke you tipu ke you betul ke dorang betul ke. i just want korang baik balik. and i nak tau mana betul. i tak paham korang cakap lain kat i, dorang pulak cakap lain kat i. mana i nak trust MIA ? tell me macam mana ? korang semua member i. i tau ape salah i, i skrang dah kurang rapat dgn you and also Nabilah. i rapat dgn Nana sebab ape ?! sbb die kawan member kelas, then gelak sama sama. i dgn afiqah wani najmin. i pun rapat apa ! rahsia i kt najmin, i bgtau jgk. but you, i susah sikit sbb tk rapat. one thing i nak you tau, NOW i dah tk pikir korang ni macam mana or korang ni macam sape. you all still my friends. time Hari Kemerdekaan, i marah dorang tau tak sbb dorang tk support korang menari kt atas stage. i sorang je kan you tgk i support duduk depan siap captured pictures lagi kan ? i sorang je weh ! i siap marah dorang asal mcm ni tk support member. dorg siap ade je alasan. and you, Nabilah, and Najmin. we all one group right, kenape tak pegi kat kitorang ? korang cakap i kalau dah jumpe Camy lupe korang kan ? i know lah Mia ape korang cakap. i tak mcm tu okay i tk lupe you, i siap jumpe you nak tgk korang ok ke tak time kt bilik KH, i dgn Nana support you lagi. bagi korang strength nak menari. isnt that you cakap i lupe korang hm ? you nak tau, kitorang tunggu korang berlama nak tukar baju kan sampai Nana dah balik time tu atuk die meninggal. korang buat mcm hal korang, dah jumpe us tknk join dgn kitorg. there was something happened yang korang tk tau. it is me. i carik korang tp mana korang pegi ? time balik tu, i balik jalan kaki sorang i thought Nabila teman tapi tak. bile i sampai rumah, die baru dtg carik i. i know she's cover that yang die sebuk sangatt sampai tk bole jumpe kitorang. i tau die jumpe bowzai. nasib baik Nabila tido rumah i that day, dapt jugk lepak dgn die :) . i know you Najmin & Nabila tk suke Camy sampai Camy ajk nak pegi rumah die pun korang taknak kan and Nabila okay. but even me, i pun ade jgk tk puas hati dgn die. i tk kesah, i kawan dgn smua bestfriends. i timbangkan nak luangkan masa dgn sorang satu. you tak nampak ke ? i at least pegi kt you & nabila. lepak dgn korang. i pegi dkt Athirah & Farisha, i tk rapat dgn dorang, but i try. come on, i have my faults too right. okay i admit, i mmg cepat marah kan. i selalu marah korang right. tapi i marah, i sayang okay ! i tak salah kan you sorang Mia, i salah kan other my friends too. and i salah kan diri i jugak. you nak tau ape salah i ? i tak reti nak berkawan mana satu ! i nak dgn right side but left side mcm tk suke. i nak dgn left side, right side tk suke. APAHALNYA punya keling nak kawan macam ni weh ?

p/s : i'm sorry Mia Camy Aisyatul Nabila Najmin Athirah Ista Aisyatul Afiqah Wani and Nana. btw, pegi tgk profile Camelia. i terharu tgk the picture of us. last, kite kawan biar bersatu padu !

thank guys

the day i'm not happy but btw thanks for this, friends.

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woah, i watched MTV WORLD STAGE live in Malaysia. was cool :D

The All American Rejects performed, Tyson Ritter fuhhhh !

Hoobastank, i like they performed their song ; THE REASON

i am now 14teen years old

I wish could be forever young ;) ! haha harapan lah woi nak muda je -______-

Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to Amaaaaal, Happy Birthday to me. oh i sing it for myself. i'm a Merdeka Girl, wee ~.i celebrate three times. yesterday, today & this Saturday. gosh, i want once, only today but hmmmm what should i do :( malas cerita. thanks for those who are wishing me. today birthday was not happy. totally not. i just watched movie G.I. Joe at Summit the boring place haha. the movie was very cool, i like it. yesterday celebrating was okay okay je lah on 10.10 p.m. , my family and i ate cheese cake. i'm so glad because many friends, my boyf, cousins, family wished me. i remembered Cikgu Andy wished me first. then, FAMILY, Raziq, Jannah, Syaza, Bowzai, Audra, Ista, Aisyatul, Afiq, Nana, Afiqah, Angah, Syasya, Wawa, Maisarah, Khairul, Nabila, Nurin, Camy, Cik Anis and so on. but most of all, Anip. he sang a birthday song for me on 12 o'clock, he was so sweeeet. i didnt count how many times he wished me. i love you sayang :') .

i can be your nice friend

why i wrote about this topic ?

okay. hmm i dont know what i want to type here. i read Tasha's blog. she wrote ' aku nak korang bgtahu amal and the gang hm aku teringin sangat nak baik dengan dorang kut ' oh, dont say kut ? anyway yes, me too babe. i want to be nice with her back. i know her since 2004. we were in same rumah sukan Merah long time ago at Sek Seksyen13. and we both were in lari 4x100 past batton. she's kind, i know. i'm trying to friend you :) but i'm just afraid. afraid that, you will disregard me. nevermind.

p/s : haha aku tak tahu lah, i want friends with everybody, everyone and all people who knows me. because yeah, life is short, trying to be a kind human in life. one day, the end of the world will come on anytime. hmmmm.

survey me

my name is : Amal Izzati bt Ahmad Shahril Ikram

this morning i was : sleep

i'm afraid of : the hell

i dreamt about : ex boyfriend

pictured your crush naked ?: i never see it, maybe he has. haha

been in love : of course

cried when someone died : yes

lied : huh ? when i need it to lie about something for cover

flowers or candy : flowers :)

tall or short : i think i'm not too tall and too short

what do you notice first ?: anything

last person you slow danced with : Nabila perhaps

worst question to ask : haha i dont know

makes you laugh the most ?: gah, wtv lah. i always laugh :P

makes you smile : when someone smiles to me

gives you funny feeling when you see them : muka toya -_____-'

is easier talks to : boys or girls ?: girls

sit on the internet waiting for someone speacial IM with you ?: yeahh, ade lah !

save AIM conversations ?: sometimes

wish you a member of the oppostie sex ?: what the hell quest ?

cry someone of something someone has said : yes

pray ?: everyday

fallen for your bestfriend ?: i have

rejected someone ?: before Anip, a lot

cheated on someone : never

been cheated on : Hafiz & Meerzan

done something you regretted : fake makes me regret

wanted to die : yes but before end of the world

you talked to on the phone : Anip

hugged : boyfriend & girlfriends

you instant messaged : i dont remember

you laughed with : everyone

colour your hair : NO

ever get off the computer : always

habla sepanol ?: huhhhhh ?

sprechen sie deutches : hahhhhhhh ?!

fight with your parents : nope, formerly yes

have friends you've lost touch with : my boobs

feel happy ?: (sigh)

wish you could fly away, far far awaaay ?: i wish one day, hope so :')

believe in God : obsolutely, ALLAH

could you live without computer : no, haha

what's your favourite candy ?: Guava chew

what's your favourite fruit ?: mangosteen

sunrise or sunset ?: sunset better

whats hurt the most ? physical pain or emotional pain ?: emotional pain

trust others way too easily ?: haha please, i must quest them first

are your fingers cold ?: nope, i'm okay

coke or pepsi : coke laaaah !

what a happy day :')

Ya Allah, i met her ! Nurul Jannah :( not suspicious you know. yeah, me and nabila were doing geography's. suddenly, Jannah texted me. she said, she wants go to ttdi because her mother wants to cut her hair at ttdi. so, she came my house. and we were talking like macam baru kenal. hahaha. lain gila lah. you knoww, bestfriend yang dah lama tk jumpe about almost 2years we havent met, of course like malu malu. haha. when a time she wants to go back, we were hugging. omg, i just want to cry in front of her but i cant. nak jumpa kau lagiiiiiii ! ;'(

more, i was solat tarawih at Surau with Nabila. i saw someone, i think i miss that human. i dont know. i was like gila semacam bila nampak dia. ugh -_____-

i have a new bestfriend this year

around 10++ o'clock. i went to library shah alam with nana for doing folio stuffs. i thought athirah camy ista joining us too, but they cant. ista cannot go because she doesnt has any transport to go. its okay lah. hari Khamis pegi lagi. ada Iqram Paan and so on. after then, 2.30 p.m. we were shopping at SACC, teman nana nak beli bra in her favourite shop, Audrey. orang kaya --' hahaha :P

moving on,

nana's abah picked up both of us. we went nana's house back. yeaah, best la. me and nana sang while her sister miza played the piano. what song ? i love this song, You Found Me by The Fray. heehee. then, we captured some photos. ohh thank you :]

well, Fariza Liyana is my new bestfriend :)

third day

ngeh, kindda boring today. haha, i was record my voice singing and sent to Anip & Afiq. to Anip : i was send Never Say Never. to Afiq : haha 21 Guns. *winkwink :D sorry, my broken voice, diam sudeh. i'm not going tarawih :( my left foot smallest toe swollen. thats suck, i walk like -____- ? daaa, wtv. hahaha.

i read Heeya's blog just now. when i read it, i dont know i felt sad, her situations was like me, long time ago. last year. my life worst than her. i know how she feels because i have been through all of this stupids. macam nak lari rumah je kan Heeya ? anyway, hear me. aku kawan kau, so i hope you read these. you'll restrain oneself. being calmer every day :) may God always be with you.

p/s : hahaha sorry Heeya, aku bg advise ;D tau lah aku junior. kau diam, kau baca ! ly.

Tyson Ritter, 21 Guns & The Fray

yaw, Tyson Ritter ! i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :)

i like this song maaaan :D

Chris Martin, aww your voice ;]

second day of bulan ramadhan

very tired. i just came back from Subang Parade. i bought two trousers Vior which are pink & white trousers for my birthday presents from papa. heehee. i stay read 1hour in MPH, waiting for mama papa chose their books, i chose Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows. many books we bought and the total ? bahahaha ;D RM360.45 -____- thanks papa :] ! i'm so thirsty today.

Ramadhan

Bulan Ramadhan is honourable month :) alhamdulillah, my fasting was okay. i bought some foods & drink at bazaar. i went to Surau near by Mayang Sutera just now for solat tarawih. i met Camy, Eisqil, Qila, Alysha, Kilfi, Thoriq & Peejowl. i like to pray here because it is better than masjid ttdi and also haha i have bestfriend here, Camy laaah :D

false accusation

i had Hari Kemerdekaan at smkttdij. it was really fuck up. to shittos, thanks for slanderous. you know what is slanderous ? fitnah lah babi. oh, idk what i want to type here. i just blank and tension --' . okay, sorry Khaidzri, kesian douh kau. apesal lah nama kau jgk yang calar and me too -___- . we both just friends since last year, he is my classmate, not more than that. and ouh gerrr, Anip, this is your last chance. if you do again, i'm sorry idk what will happen to me, i know you know :'(

for you, Athir & Havinesh

i try to change be a good human in life

haha, i captured before i go to Sek13

i was fasting today. hee. yeah anyway, trying to change actually. i went my ex-school, SK Seksyen 13 for solat hajat, jemaah, & bacaan yaasin, Alif will taking UPSR exam so i came for him :) bertuah dapat kakak kau macam ni lah Lif . well, when i heard ceramah from ustaz & also my friend Izzat Fahmi, i felt sooo hmm i dont know. takpe laaah, change topic :D haha. i dont have any girlfriends, i thought Mia and Nabila come. they dont. so, i lepak-ing with Khairul, Afif and Danish. oh, i also met kawan Anip, haha Adlan. KHAIRUL ( my bestfriend ) ! gah, jumpe kau gak en, rindu kau weh. sumpah. sorry, tk dapat lepak lama en. i need to go. its okay, anytime anywhere we meet again.

oh, they don't come to school

Nurul Nabilah, Nur Amirah Fatin & Najmin -_-' alaaaaa, bosannye if dorang takde. but, biar lah. they have a practice tarian whole day for Hari Kemerdekaan this Friday at Min's house. haha i'm proud, because everyone celebrate kemerdekaan, haha my birthday of course :D *poyo -.- . oh, yesterday time recess, my members semua kumpul kt foyer. when i looked all of my friends, i said wow are they my best and close friends ? oh ramainyaa haha. yelah, rarely we recess all together right. i love them <3 they are second part of my life. first, yeahhh FAMILY lah. third ? nah, Mohammad Hanif Fakharazi :)

idk what to update

i want Nick Jonas :'(

he is so damn cute. haha i adore him.

careless makes me uncomfortable

it is still yesterday, but in the evening at Carrefour, Subang Jaya. okay, here is the story. i was looking for sheltox while i was texting with Anip. mama asked me where's papa ? i answered dont know. she ordered me to text papa where is he. so i text papa. then, a new message from Anip. after i read it Anip's, papa suddenly replied my msg. you know whaaaaaat ? gah what a stupid am i --' i ter-sent to papa, this was a text i was send " okay. you buatpe syg ? " hahahaha ;D i didnt realize, that 's weird why Anip was taking so long to reply my msg. mama was gone, idk where she is. a few minutes later, mama saw me, she called my name, i go to her. haha i can see her face there's something wrong, she asked " papa marah, awak salah hantar msg kat papa eh ? you sent ' okay. you buatpe syg. ' mai mai, kau jawab sendiri dgn papa " ohhhhhhh, fuck haha. i told her, " laaa, salah sent ke ? mai nak sent kat kawan mai lah, nana. mai cakap i you dgn die. tak caya ? haa check lah my hp " actually, i want to sent it to Anip. haha luck, Alia & Alif maked mama was angry. and i was texting nana directly. asked her permission to texting with her (i you) for a while because i'm afraid my parents gonna read my inbox and also sent items and and save messages. hahaha. thank God, i showed to mama. mama was like caya tak caya je haha. in the car, i was silent. papa, too. i know mama will tell him, what i was showed & told. today, haha macam biasa je :) now, my parent had already knows i have a boyf.

pictures on 15th August

i never forget her birthday

ouh i have a great time today with chachas but Mia & Camy cannot come this birthday celebration. who's birthday girl huh ? heehee, Nabila <3 ! we did at Nana's house, because of she's too sick. omg, her voice really different like a guy voice you know. haha anyway, get well soon okay, ly. we ate Caramel Cheese Cake from Secret Recipe. yummy babe, guees how much price of this cake ? RM70, wth ? --' . err, parents Nana, we're sorry cause trouble to them. they sponsored foods & drinks. thanks Nana ;) we're appreciate it. ah, i love her youngest sister, Wina. she is so cute meh. we were playing baling baling tepung, haha Athirah Aisya Ista sumpah bangang buat saloon kt aku macam zombie -________-' babi. haha. Nabila was happy, we all know that. we all didnt go to school :D we went home around 2++ p.m. semua lodge my Unser, if Matrix haha tah macam mana nak balik nanti. hmm, Nana Aisya Athirah Najmin Ista Afiqah, thanks for today and thanks for make Nabila happy.

moronic

aku nak tanya lah kan, ape kitorang buat sampai kau and your group membabi depan kitorang huh ? i dont want to relate your name here. we already know you all hate us, but so do us. kau sampai nak langgar bahu Najmin ? bapak fuck sial kau. kau kalau nak langgar bahu Najmin je, baik tak yah lah. berani langgar bahu aku dulu lah. okay, at first, kitorang diam je. but now, heh kau dah melampau ah weh. kau ingat aku ni tak berani nak face dgn korang ke ? aku tk kecut lah dgn moron moron kau ni. bak datang jumpe muka dgn kitorang. setakat nak membabi perangai depan kitorang, alaaah nenek aku bole buat lah bodoh ! well finally, i said it through my blog. when you read it, lagi aku suka :) kau nak kutuk aku kt blog kau ? haha kesah ape siaaal.

today is birth day

Zuraina Alias, Happy Birthday Mother ! :)

after school, mama picked me up. i'm not going to tuition ngeh :D we have celebrated mama's birthday on 9.45 p.m. -.-' what a late time we celebrate huh ? okay, papa came late back home. alif has tuition. and me ? haha waiting them laah. duh, better if i go to tuition first, but nah nevermind, it's past. we gave her a big love card & also money-box japanese girl looks like Alia you know, differently. i dont know if mama doesnt like it or not -_-' haha. we ate birthday cake ; blueberry cheese cake. about cake, i know she likes it. heehee. this Sunday, we celebrate again, woohoo. i'm surely mama is happy. maybe. as far as one knows.

Good news

ohh thank God, we have cancelled our plan to move out. alhamdulillah. well, mama change her minds, she wants to renovate our house. okay lah, that's what i want. yay, jiran dengan Afiq Danial lagi. heeheh. tadi, i with papa went to Giant to buy presents for mama. tomorrow is her birthday. hee, i'm not going to tuition after school, yeah my family needs to celebrate birthday mama. Hanif sorry, we will meet at school okay :)

it's not village area

ila & fara

my village at Gombak KL ? haha it's not village area actually -.-' ! ouh, long time didn't come here. sumpah rindu. i met cousins, ouh i miss them too. yeah they're fine and their family also. after me mama fara & alia went complex pertama to buy a new spectacle for mama's, we visited my grandmother's cemetery. i was crying when i saw mama was too. i can't restrain :'( we prayed for her, and whole family really desire her. after that, we go back Gombak's home. mama took away KFC for dinner. haha later, me and my close cousins, fara & ila. we were acting Twilight. i act as Edward *keningkening :D angah act as Jacob and along act as Bella. haha that was very funny, we acted macam bodo bodo without talking. gahhhh, what a stupid acting we did ;D ? haha. around 9++, balik rumah.


more more, yesterday i had wrangle with Anip. okay, i was joking with Anip, i told him i like Firdaus because he's cute. Anip discontented. i was winkwink at Nabila when Firdaus past by in front of her. and i was beside Anip. i said to Nabila " Nabilaa ! ha, F-I-R-D-A-U-S ! suke lah tu *winkwink " you know what, Anip go while didn't say anything and discard his friend's bicycle. i still stood there, looked at him, i ask myself, does he jealous ? yes he does. i leaved him, go away to Nabila & Aisya. ohh, we fight again. and i'm tired of this thinggy. i know i always annoyed to you. sorry. but remember, whatever happen to us, still love you :(

move out from ttdi to where ?

gosh :'( noooooo, i dont want move out to Kuala Lumpur. i love to stay here, Shah Alam. mama is now seeking for house at KL. heh, i already know she wants a better house i mean bigger than house at ttdi here. why not Bukit Jelutong ? there has a lot of big big big houses. if i move out, 'rindu randa kawan-kawan' will comes to me. Mia, Najmin, Camy, Ista, they will move out next year. but idk where they will go. and Aisyatul, asrama :O ? ohh please, dont leave me bestfriends. and i with reference to coax mama. if she wants too, select Bukit Jelutong laaah. i still want studying at SMK TTDI Jaya until form3 maybe. form4 & 5, perhaps try another school ;)

what a shitto -_-

yeahh, i know i'm a hot tempered. but i'm not the type of judging people okay ? about yesterday, yelaaah i was touching few minutes je because nana, fiqah, min & wani not in the class. and i'm alone --' sorang pun tak bgtau mane korang pegi. min also, i knew she wants to go amik kehadiran, and i told her i want to follow her. then she said ape benda tah, i can't heard it clear. alah, i can see min's face, mcm tknak i follow. so okaaaay, fine then. when they all back came into class, sumpah malas gila layan dorang. i asked fiqah, whered she go ? she' said, dia teman min amik kehadiran. wth ?! haihh. they asked me, am i angry with them ? ouh, yes i am. but nah, that was past right. nevermind, now i'm fine.

Happy Birthday, Nurul Jannah !

i miss you so much Jann. it has long time we haven't met. how are you ? i know you're busy with school, yelaaah asrama lah kan kau :P anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you ! aku nak jumpe kau weh :( takecare.

bye, I LOVE YOU

new hair

i went to saloon, this is my new hair :) is it okay or not ?

Tiara Beach Resort Port Dickson

Alip woke up me in the morning around 9. he told me, papa suruh mandi siap siap pegi Port Dickson. i was, huhh ? --' hahaha then i asked mama is that true, then yes. haiyohh asal baru inform lately. lepas siap terus pegi, my grandmother pon ikut sekali. gerak pukul around 10. hahh our journey, sekejap berhenti sekejap jalan. that's papa -_-. in the car, i was asking papa ' where's our hotel yang kita nak stay ni ? ' he's said, Tiara Beach Resort. damn, i've never been there before. but, why tetibe nak pegi sini macam suprise je kan. papa cakap, ade family day DRB Hicom, papa's last day keje dgn DRB. so, his friends & officemates celebrated papa. ohhhhhh :) hehe.

moving on,
makan-makan lunch dulu. then, mandi manda ! fuhh, coolio. i was acting like hehe childish. i didn't bring my swimming suit. i borrowed bibik punye t-shirt & alia punye short. haha kesah ape, belasah je laah :D there is no beach, but there has a beach. haha whaaat ? i can't understand what i'm telling you. okay, there has ( pantai buatan ) hahaha nicey view actually. macam Sunway Lagoon *winkwink. and ada group perempuan [ bajet hot lawa comel ] stared looking at me. ok, i knew i don't have any friends here. tapi, diorg macam muka carik gado --' heehee guess what i'm doing, alaaah buat bodoh sudah dengan perempuan macam tu. haha. we didn't sleep night there. we were just have fun and check out pukul 5. after then, macam macam hal ade pegi somewhere. sampai rumah pukul 10.15 p.m. -_____-' duhh, i have a great day but i'm so tired.