i wait for it

I knew we were both in mortal danger.

Still, in the instant, I felt well. Whole.

I could feel my heart racing in my chest,

the blood pulsing hot and fast through y veins again.

My lungs filled deep with the sweet scent that came off his skin.

It was like there had never been any hole in my chest.

I was perfect-not healed, but as if

there had never been a wound in the first place.

go and get it

whaaaat ? get it ? hey MONEY please stupid -,- haiyohh. i want this i want this i want this camera ! it's nice. it is Canon Powershot G10. simple, not difficult, not huge such as DSLR. hee hee.

Lord if you won't make me skinny, please make my friends fat

haha sorry ' the title ' is my pray *kidding :p . guess what ? saya puasa hari ini :D hee. i debt puasa 11days with God. haha so i start now until nextweek maybe. Anip called me 12.46 a.m. - 3.32 a.m. haha long time call is it ? he always make me laughed in the phone call, aww ily. after he called, terus tido. sumpah sleepy gila time tu. theeeeen, around 5 a.m. bibik wake up me. SAHUR SAHUR ! hahaha. sahur's foods - rice, sup ayam, teh'o, apple & banana. ahh filling -.- hee after that, rest 10minutes, then tidoooo. solat subuh tak pon -_____- haha. Almighty God, i hope you may give me a strength for puasa :)

Sunday boring

i am so bored at home. papa said to his kids yesterday, today he wants to watch this awesome movie Transformers : Revenge of The Fallen with us but tak jadi haihhhhhhhh nvm maybe next week -,- when the time boredom is coming to me, i do some kind stuffs :D haha. well, like i said i bought a note book at sogo. i wrote something about our legend pop star - MICHAEL JACKSON, yeah he's dead :( . i cut his images from Star newspaper and paste those in my note book.

haha hehe huhu this is my note book. ain't nice ? i think it's cute. *winkwink

tired -.-

i went to school today, boreeeeeeed --' watched movie Robot in dewan seri budi. tak tgk pon that movie, buat bising haha dgn nana, mia & nabila at the back haha. after finish school on 4.40 p.m. , mama pick up me. dalam kereta, she said ' balik ni mai, terus mandi. first pegi sogo, 2nd complex pertama, then giant shah alam ' yayyy :D hehe. i bought a note book, 4 stabilo colour pens & sandals. actually we went to sogo because we want to buy something for my aunt's present. when at the counter, papa gave his credit card to the cashier. you know what happened ? papa's credit card can't accept. ohh God, papa cuaak. hahaha. someone knows the number of credit card. hmm kesian papa -_-' then thank God, mama has a credit card too. fuhh alhamdulillah :) hmm. okay forget about them. heh i don't have a credit right now tak bole nak texting my boyfriend heeee, money satu hapak tarak -_- i miss Anip ouh :(

Hari Terbuka

today is Hari Terbuka at my school - SMK TTDI JAYA. gosh, my dad will come. what will happen huh ? i've got my report card from teacher Sulleha. i fail and my percentage so low - 65.15% :( then i show to papa yesterday. he was so mad and dissappointed. sorry papa. i'll try my best next time on final exam.

cancel pegi BK --' nana can, but nabila min mia can't go. nvm -,-

she's still not change herself

everyday her attitude becomes more sucks. sumpah bile dengar cerita die, memang menyampah. formerly, we've talked face to her that we are so angry ahh dengan die and we told her we dont like her attitude mcm s**t tu. but now, lagi lah meluat tgk tak change lansung ! --' we know she is really kind to us tapi yeahh tgk lah attitude die tu. we want you to change lah okay our dear friend :)

stupid damn results

sangat mengecewakan ;p -.- arghh ! i've got bad results weh. i'm so sad :(

Bahasa Melayu - 64%
Bahasa Inggeris - 60%
Mathematics - 80%
Science - 69%
Geografi - 67%
Sejarah - 65%
Pendidikan Islam - 45%
Kemahiran Hidup - 72%

1A 1B 5C 1E. look at my results o__O fuhh, fail bebeh fail ! BI -,- i thought i will get 70 above but i got 60 ;( quite tough maybe paper 1. papa was really mad to me. his face waaalaaamakk scaaaaryyyy ! i love papa. haha *tetibe. how bout PI babe ? damn, i hate my ustazah who's teach me this subject. all my classmate hate her weh, can you belive it ? ustazah pulak nak dendam en dgn kitorg. 30 pupil in my class also me got fail with this subject the others past. memang kena mati lah dengan parents. H-E-L-P :p

Amal -.-, Aisyatul, Nabila, Nana

it is all about yesterday maaan, my head agak tension kott nk thinking about them --'

Nana :(

yesterday night, i was at tuition Cikgu Rozhan. suddenly, Nana called me. pity her, i know now Nana with Nabil. Nana likes him but she doen't love him maaaaan ! why huh ? then, she wants break-up with Nabil, haiyohhh -______-' i helped her gives her few tips haha *mcm terer sgt en ;p* i told her, ' okay lah, kau just send msg, ask him first yg ape feeling pasal kau skrang 1st day you been together with him until now. then baru kau cakap lah yg kau sorry sgt sgt, kau ckp kt die your feeling about him until now pulak en. cakap lah just be kawan biasa je ' well, that's my tips, hahaha mcm bodohh. but, it worked ! dah break pon :( hmm sekejap je douh relationship kaaaau NANAA ! haih. then, Nana said, she will tell me about her conversation with Nabil kjap lg kt sekolah, nak tau nak tau sangaat.

Nabilaaaaa,

fuhh, Nabila pulak. damn damn ! Nabila same jeeee dengan Nana sial. haih same case -.- hahaha, i helped her too. Mia called me, she told me that Nabila nak break dgn Faiz pulak. haih. and when i heard that, my face was like mad at Nabila maybe. yelaaaah en, asal die buat mcm tu ? dulu yeye je nak Faiz, but now see ? hmmm. what happened to you haa Nabila & Nana ? then, i call Nabila guna phone rumah, haha. i give her tips too ahaa mcm Nana . but Nabila cakap nanti die text Faiz because die takde credit skrg en. well, goodluck Nabila sayaang :)

Aisyatul ;

Aisyatul laaah pulaaak. pening pening -__- okayy, Aisyatul nk break jgk dgn Thoriq. Thoriq lah en tk layan Aisyatul mcm awek douhh. kesian die. later, Aisyatul wants face with Thoriq, nak mintak break yay. very good lah wehh, tk payah nk couple dgn that guy lah. kesian kau tahu taaak minah :p

nowww ! it's me, i have my problem too :( i'm sorry Anip sayang, i must be honest with you yesterday. i know i know i know who i am, i can control myself lah okay. sometimes i rase i kena kongkong dgn you tau tak. i tau ape yg you cakap tu ade yg true, but yg laen tu i rase mcm --' hmmmm. idk lah honeeey, i just do it what you said to me. i dont want fight with you again just because a small matter. please. lastly, i love you sayaaaaang.

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