1 Syawal tomorrow

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

maaf zahir dan batin

May Allah bless you with happiness and grace your home with warmth and peace

forgive my small and bulk sins to you, dearest. ampun dan maaf di pinta :)

Gypsy Rose guitar

my family and i was breaking fast at my grandparents house, Petaling Jaya. hm, after break fast, i have got two presents from atuk and nanny for birthday presents. these are what i'm waiting for, hahaha because i knew atuk will buy me a guitar. nanny gave me jubah, i like it, lawaaaa :] . and i will wear it on raya. atuk, haha he gave me a guitar lah. pink colour, omg at first i was " hah ? pink ? " hahahaha. but its okay lah, cute what. at least i have one, and i can study how to play a guitar. i asked atuk, how much price is it ? he said " secret lah mai " . then oh okayy. aha. i'm following Min's. she teached me about notes and tabs. she goods in guitar play. she ordered me to open Ultimate Guitar website, there i can study the songs.

tomorrow,
help to clean my house again. rearrange my living room. fill in the kuih muih and kerepek into kuih balangs. hahah. i'm not patient, because RAYAAAAA ! hee. i miss my cousins, mama side's. first day raya, inevitable a lot of people send messages " Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri " . surely.

the past comes again

hate it -.- him ! bodoh aaa, nak raya macam ni ;(

FUCK

booyah boring

i woke up on 11.30 a.m. -_-' its all Anip punya pasal. i slept late last night around 2.30 a.m. , he called me. he was sweet sweet again :') heee. hmm then, i followed my time table school and take a bath. i need Afiq help me to post my Farisha raya card, i put it in Afiq's house post box. he was not going to school, so glad i have him because at that time i otw go to school, wait for my van.

at school, i felt someones missing. yeah you know who. hmm. Athirah said she wants me, her and Ista lepak-ing after raya 1week. hang elsewhere :) i will wait the date.

Goodbye my friend

we love youuuuu ISTA ! dont ever forget us, we're your close and best friends. you move school, we still can meet right ? hang somewhere, if you want to meet Camelia, hahaha see her at library lah :D ! Ista, sorry kalau aku lupa kau, tak amik peduli pasal kau, sakit kan hati kau. tapi sumpah weh, aku tk pernah kutuk kau. aku kutuk depan en betina ? haha kau pun dua kali lima je ;p . tadi time bila tgk kau menangis, aku macam argh nak ikut kau menangis hahaha. 1st time kau nangis depan biji mata aku :( . i will miss you. nanti raya aku dgn sahabat sahabat tersayang kau datang raya rumah kau eh :) ohh er raya card aku nanti pos tau. lagi satu, kau kalau nak couple biar setia. laki laki hampeh jangan amik au. hmm yang kau nak boyf kau tanya aku tu, nanti aku help okay. and dosa dosa kau terhadap aku, aisyatul, camy, athirah, mia, nana, min, nabila, afiqah, wani and wawa kami ampunkan haha. see you anytime anywhere Farisha <33

Lily Women

i'm soooooooo tiring. i helped to clean up my house. raya is coming in 6days. i rearranged my own room, i've never seen my room is so dusty maaan, lots dusk, eiww. i was wearing a mask. i turned on the radio, listened to the raya songs for give me spirit to clean up the house. haha :D . ugh, i didnt finish Sejarah folio -.- that's fakk. Sittarthan will kill me, hope so his not. try to finish it before Tuesday.

i came back from Subang Parade for accompany mama to buy her baju raya at Ms Read, her fav shop. haha. as soon as me, finally i bought kasut raya. what type of shoes Amaaal ? hee, its not high heels. its just simple shoes. and i bought it at Crocs shop. anyway, i like it :] .

Lily Women Crocs

Elmo T-shirt

i went to Plaza Masalam Section 9 with family for bit shopping raya. we went there because bibik wants baju raya. crossbar, my family also bought their owns stuff. and me, haha i only bought yellow Elmo tshirt, rm25. costly aite ? nvm lah. its hard to find elmo top. at least i got it even the tshirt is not so nicey, okay okay laa what. in topman shop, Elmo tshirt price ______ you know expensive kaaaaaan ? give me money, i'll buy it. saya kan orang miskin T__T . haha. tomorrow, i'll buy high heels for kasut raya. mama wants me to buy it at Primavera shop. haiyoh, tak suke lah --' . better buy at Crocs. haha leisure shoes right. naaahh, will find out where.

ohh yea, i'm not miss Keyyol and Faizal. i miss you both :( bile nak jumpa siaaal ? sorry ah, reunion aku tak leh gi ah hari ni. kerabat belah mak aku datang bukak puasa. most of all, rindu sangat Khairul bapok.

need company ?

although i have family, friends & boyf. i felt nothing. every time, every day, every week. i do always have problems. what kind of problems i had ? fighting -____- . fighting with ? i think boyf i had always fight of. i know, there are many people their life are sadder than me. i'm feel pitying at them. people who are make a miserable with me even my friends also. i have guilts, i realize that. and if it is my mistakes, i say sorry to you right ? whatev bad situations i'm on, i feel guilty. i know who i am :) but before you judge me, look in a mirror first. and think it before you say or judge me. btw, what i wrote here, i'm not hint at someones. i just depressed and need some air. beach please ?

Ujian Penilaian Sekolah Rendah

UPSR ? gah -______-' haha its not me taking this big exam. it will my brother, Alip. tomorrow start the exam. i know he can do it, he can do it better than me. i got 2A's 3B's for UPSR. i just got penulisan and mathematics are A's. i'm not a brilliant person like others. like you maybe. hmmmphh. okay, talk about Alip. he's nerdy hahaha xD . i know i've been too rude at him, always mad and fighting none stop every day because i'm not a good sister. sorry. i'll pray for him to get straight A's. i will go to Sek Seksyen13 with mama and papa for support him tomorrow. GO GO GO Alif Ikmal :] kak mai sayang awaaaaak ! haha.

new baby :D

boredom day today. not really. okay i have a new baby, wahhh. stop it Amaaal -_- . hha. Cik La who is my aunt, she has new baby. born at Hospital Purajaya. when my family and i reached at hospital, take out all things in general to bring in wad. first time i've been in there. nice. Aziq and Alia cannot enter the wad because under 12years old cannot in. so, they waited at the ground with my maid. Alip and me went first, mama papa waited for a while. the baby girl so cute. looks like Alia. haha. Naufal, the baby's brother, age 3. he wants give his sister name : Aishah coconut / Aishah B-daman / Nimo Aishah. he wanted his mom to choose one of. haha comeel je. then, me alip and aichik went to bazaar putrajaya to buy some foods for break fast at hosp. we were breaking fast all together family at the ground Hospi Corner. after break fast, my family went upstairs to the wad, and greeting one another. we want to meet Cik Ayie, papa's sister too at Putra Heights USJ. its just moments only, tak lama pun. Cik Ayie gave me present. she gave malay story books, jiwang bai. ugh, idk lah she knows i dont like jiwang or she doesnt know. anyway, Cik Ayie is not type like malay stories actually --' . but nah, nvm. i'll must appreciate it.

we go home ; main bunga api :D haha.

i've got one stuff

alia mama me alip

me and my family went to Passage Thru India, KL for break fast but Aziq and bibik didnt follow us. btw i'm not fasting because yeahh you know right ? haha --' . the foods at there oh my god, sedap ya rabbi. i just ate crabs and pasta. mama & papa makan taknak kalah. haha yalah, buffet. of course makan pakai bantai banyak mana je. we're just pay ikut age. after then, we went to Suria Klcc. for whaat ? for shopping lahh. haha. i've got one stuff :D *winkwink. i bought Mango's bag, price RM99. not's my money, papa's. for my birthday present. hee. mama was shopping in ISETAN and bought Cik Anis's presents. moving on, Tesco Extra then. haha. arrived home around 11.50++ p.m. now, i want texting with my boyf. he doesnt reply anything. he's sleep :( i miss you babyy.

in Marks Spenser, Suria Klcc

read it bestfriends

you're not understand right ? i already read your blog. Mia, what i was send to you a msg yesterday, its not between me and you lah ! between YOU and AISYATUL ok. you said to me that you dah larang dorang nak buat this thinggy silly for me kan. but, aisyatul said you never say that to them. you siap cakap okay means agree right kat dorang ? i dont know lah dorang tipu ke you tipu ke you betul ke dorang betul ke. i just want korang baik balik. and i nak tau mana betul. i tak paham korang cakap lain kat i, dorang pulak cakap lain kat i. mana i nak trust MIA ? tell me macam mana ? korang semua member i. i tau ape salah i, i skrang dah kurang rapat dgn you and also Nabilah. i rapat dgn Nana sebab ape ?! sbb die kawan member kelas, then gelak sama sama. i dgn afiqah wani najmin. i pun rapat apa ! rahsia i kt najmin, i bgtau jgk. but you, i susah sikit sbb tk rapat. one thing i nak you tau, NOW i dah tk pikir korang ni macam mana or korang ni macam sape. you all still my friends. time Hari Kemerdekaan, i marah dorang tau tak sbb dorang tk support korang menari kt atas stage. i sorang je kan you tgk i support duduk depan siap captured pictures lagi kan ? i sorang je weh ! i siap marah dorang asal mcm ni tk support member. dorg siap ade je alasan. and you, Nabilah, and Najmin. we all one group right, kenape tak pegi kat kitorang ? korang cakap i kalau dah jumpe Camy lupe korang kan ? i know lah Mia ape korang cakap. i tak mcm tu okay i tk lupe you, i siap jumpe you nak tgk korang ok ke tak time kt bilik KH, i dgn Nana support you lagi. bagi korang strength nak menari. isnt that you cakap i lupe korang hm ? you nak tau, kitorang tunggu korang berlama nak tukar baju kan sampai Nana dah balik time tu atuk die meninggal. korang buat mcm hal korang, dah jumpe us tknk join dgn kitorg. there was something happened yang korang tk tau. it is me. i carik korang tp mana korang pegi ? time balik tu, i balik jalan kaki sorang i thought Nabila teman tapi tak. bile i sampai rumah, die baru dtg carik i. i know she's cover that yang die sebuk sangatt sampai tk bole jumpe kitorang. i tau die jumpe bowzai. nasib baik Nabila tido rumah i that day, dapt jugk lepak dgn die :) . i know you Najmin & Nabila tk suke Camy sampai Camy ajk nak pegi rumah die pun korang taknak kan and Nabila okay. but even me, i pun ade jgk tk puas hati dgn die. i tk kesah, i kawan dgn smua bestfriends. i timbangkan nak luangkan masa dgn sorang satu. you tak nampak ke ? i at least pegi kt you & nabila. lepak dgn korang. i pegi dkt Athirah & Farisha, i tk rapat dgn dorang, but i try. come on, i have my faults too right. okay i admit, i mmg cepat marah kan. i selalu marah korang right. tapi i marah, i sayang okay ! i tak salah kan you sorang Mia, i salah kan other my friends too. and i salah kan diri i jugak. you nak tau ape salah i ? i tak reti nak berkawan mana satu ! i nak dgn right side but left side mcm tk suke. i nak dgn left side, right side tk suke. APAHALNYA punya keling nak kawan macam ni weh ?

p/s : i'm sorry Mia Camy Aisyatul Nabila Najmin Athirah Ista Aisyatul Afiqah Wani and Nana. btw, pegi tgk profile Camelia. i terharu tgk the picture of us. last, kite kawan biar bersatu padu !

thank guys

the day i'm not happy but btw thanks for this, friends.

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woah, i watched MTV WORLD STAGE live in Malaysia. was cool :D

The All American Rejects performed, Tyson Ritter fuhhhh !

Hoobastank, i like they performed their song ; THE REASON