i am now 14teen years old

I wish could be forever young ;) ! haha harapan lah woi nak muda je -______-

Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to Amaaaaal, Happy Birthday to me. oh i sing it for myself. i'm a Merdeka Girl, wee ~.i celebrate three times. yesterday, today & this Saturday. gosh, i want once, only today but hmmmm what should i do :( malas cerita. thanks for those who are wishing me. today birthday was not happy. totally not. i just watched movie G.I. Joe at Summit the boring place haha. the movie was very cool, i like it. yesterday celebrating was okay okay je lah on 10.10 p.m. , my family and i ate cheese cake. i'm so glad because many friends, my boyf, cousins, family wished me. i remembered Cikgu Andy wished me first. then, FAMILY, Raziq, Jannah, Syaza, Bowzai, Audra, Ista, Aisyatul, Afiq, Nana, Afiqah, Angah, Syasya, Wawa, Maisarah, Khairul, Nabila, Nurin, Camy, Cik Anis and so on. but most of all, Anip. he sang a birthday song for me on 12 o'clock, he was so sweeeet. i didnt count how many times he wished me. i love you sayang :') .

i can be your nice friend

why i wrote about this topic ?

okay. hmm i dont know what i want to type here. i read Tasha's blog. she wrote ' aku nak korang bgtahu amal and the gang hm aku teringin sangat nak baik dengan dorang kut ' oh, dont say kut ? anyway yes, me too babe. i want to be nice with her back. i know her since 2004. we were in same rumah sukan Merah long time ago at Sek Seksyen13. and we both were in lari 4x100 past batton. she's kind, i know. i'm trying to friend you :) but i'm just afraid. afraid that, you will disregard me. nevermind.

p/s : haha aku tak tahu lah, i want friends with everybody, everyone and all people who knows me. because yeah, life is short, trying to be a kind human in life. one day, the end of the world will come on anytime. hmmmm.

survey me

my name is : Amal Izzati bt Ahmad Shahril Ikram

this morning i was : sleep

i'm afraid of : the hell

i dreamt about : ex boyfriend

pictured your crush naked ?: i never see it, maybe he has. haha

been in love : of course

cried when someone died : yes

lied : huh ? when i need it to lie about something for cover

flowers or candy : flowers :)

tall or short : i think i'm not too tall and too short

what do you notice first ?: anything

last person you slow danced with : Nabila perhaps

worst question to ask : haha i dont know

makes you laugh the most ?: gah, wtv lah. i always laugh :P

makes you smile : when someone smiles to me

gives you funny feeling when you see them : muka toya -_____-'

is easier talks to : boys or girls ?: girls

sit on the internet waiting for someone speacial IM with you ?: yeahh, ade lah !

save AIM conversations ?: sometimes

wish you a member of the oppostie sex ?: what the hell quest ?

cry someone of something someone has said : yes

pray ?: everyday

fallen for your bestfriend ?: i have

rejected someone ?: before Anip, a lot

cheated on someone : never

been cheated on : Hafiz & Meerzan

done something you regretted : fake makes me regret

wanted to die : yes but before end of the world

you talked to on the phone : Anip

hugged : boyfriend & girlfriends

you instant messaged : i dont remember

you laughed with : everyone

colour your hair : NO

ever get off the computer : always

habla sepanol ?: huhhhhh ?

sprechen sie deutches : hahhhhhhh ?!

fight with your parents : nope, formerly yes

have friends you've lost touch with : my boobs

feel happy ?: (sigh)

wish you could fly away, far far awaaay ?: i wish one day, hope so :')

believe in God : obsolutely, ALLAH

could you live without computer : no, haha

what's your favourite candy ?: Guava chew

what's your favourite fruit ?: mangosteen

sunrise or sunset ?: sunset better

whats hurt the most ? physical pain or emotional pain ?: emotional pain

trust others way too easily ?: haha please, i must quest them first

are your fingers cold ?: nope, i'm okay

coke or pepsi : coke laaaah !

what a happy day :')

Ya Allah, i met her ! Nurul Jannah :( not suspicious you know. yeah, me and nabila were doing geography's. suddenly, Jannah texted me. she said, she wants go to ttdi because her mother wants to cut her hair at ttdi. so, she came my house. and we were talking like macam baru kenal. hahaha. lain gila lah. you knoww, bestfriend yang dah lama tk jumpe about almost 2years we havent met, of course like malu malu. haha. when a time she wants to go back, we were hugging. omg, i just want to cry in front of her but i cant. nak jumpa kau lagiiiiiii ! ;'(

more, i was solat tarawih at Surau with Nabila. i saw someone, i think i miss that human. i dont know. i was like gila semacam bila nampak dia. ugh -_____-

i have a new bestfriend this year

around 10++ o'clock. i went to library shah alam with nana for doing folio stuffs. i thought athirah camy ista joining us too, but they cant. ista cannot go because she doesnt has any transport to go. its okay lah. hari Khamis pegi lagi. ada Iqram Paan and so on. after then, 2.30 p.m. we were shopping at SACC, teman nana nak beli bra in her favourite shop, Audrey. orang kaya --' hahaha :P

moving on,

nana's abah picked up both of us. we went nana's house back. yeaah, best la. me and nana sang while her sister miza played the piano. what song ? i love this song, You Found Me by The Fray. heehee. then, we captured some photos. ohh thank you :]

well, Fariza Liyana is my new bestfriend :)

third day

ngeh, kindda boring today. haha, i was record my voice singing and sent to Anip & Afiq. to Anip : i was send Never Say Never. to Afiq : haha 21 Guns. *winkwink :D sorry, my broken voice, diam sudeh. i'm not going tarawih :( my left foot smallest toe swollen. thats suck, i walk like -____- ? daaa, wtv. hahaha.

i read Heeya's blog just now. when i read it, i dont know i felt sad, her situations was like me, long time ago. last year. my life worst than her. i know how she feels because i have been through all of this stupids. macam nak lari rumah je kan Heeya ? anyway, hear me. aku kawan kau, so i hope you read these. you'll restrain oneself. being calmer every day :) may God always be with you.

p/s : hahaha sorry Heeya, aku bg advise ;D tau lah aku junior. kau diam, kau baca ! ly.

Tyson Ritter, 21 Guns & The Fray

yaw, Tyson Ritter ! i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :)

i like this song maaaan :D

Chris Martin, aww your voice ;]

second day of bulan ramadhan

very tired. i just came back from Subang Parade. i bought two trousers Vior which are pink & white trousers for my birthday presents from papa. heehee. i stay read 1hour in MPH, waiting for mama papa chose their books, i chose Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows. many books we bought and the total ? bahahaha ;D RM360.45 -____- thanks papa :] ! i'm so thirsty today.

Ramadhan

Bulan Ramadhan is honourable month :) alhamdulillah, my fasting was okay. i bought some foods & drink at bazaar. i went to Surau near by Mayang Sutera just now for solat tarawih. i met Camy, Eisqil, Qila, Alysha, Kilfi, Thoriq & Peejowl. i like to pray here because it is better than masjid ttdi and also haha i have bestfriend here, Camy laaah :D

false accusation

i had Hari Kemerdekaan at smkttdij. it was really fuck up. to shittos, thanks for slanderous. you know what is slanderous ? fitnah lah babi. oh, idk what i want to type here. i just blank and tension --' . okay, sorry Khaidzri, kesian douh kau. apesal lah nama kau jgk yang calar and me too -___- . we both just friends since last year, he is my classmate, not more than that. and ouh gerrr, Anip, this is your last chance. if you do again, i'm sorry idk what will happen to me, i know you know :'(

for you, Athir & Havinesh

i try to change be a good human in life

haha, i captured before i go to Sek13

i was fasting today. hee. yeah anyway, trying to change actually. i went my ex-school, SK Seksyen 13 for solat hajat, jemaah, & bacaan yaasin, Alif will taking UPSR exam so i came for him :) bertuah dapat kakak kau macam ni lah Lif . well, when i heard ceramah from ustaz & also my friend Izzat Fahmi, i felt sooo hmm i dont know. takpe laaah, change topic :D haha. i dont have any girlfriends, i thought Mia and Nabila come. they dont. so, i lepak-ing with Khairul, Afif and Danish. oh, i also met kawan Anip, haha Adlan. KHAIRUL ( my bestfriend ) ! gah, jumpe kau gak en, rindu kau weh. sumpah. sorry, tk dapat lepak lama en. i need to go. its okay, anytime anywhere we meet again.

oh, they don't come to school

Nurul Nabilah, Nur Amirah Fatin & Najmin -_-' alaaaaa, bosannye if dorang takde. but, biar lah. they have a practice tarian whole day for Hari Kemerdekaan this Friday at Min's house. haha i'm proud, because everyone celebrate kemerdekaan, haha my birthday of course :D *poyo -.- . oh, yesterday time recess, my members semua kumpul kt foyer. when i looked all of my friends, i said wow are they my best and close friends ? oh ramainyaa haha. yelah, rarely we recess all together right. i love them <3 they are second part of my life. first, yeahhh FAMILY lah. third ? nah, Mohammad Hanif Fakharazi :)

idk what to update

i want Nick Jonas :'(

he is so damn cute. haha i adore him.

careless makes me uncomfortable

it is still yesterday, but in the evening at Carrefour, Subang Jaya. okay, here is the story. i was looking for sheltox while i was texting with Anip. mama asked me where's papa ? i answered dont know. she ordered me to text papa where is he. so i text papa. then, a new message from Anip. after i read it Anip's, papa suddenly replied my msg. you know whaaaaaat ? gah what a stupid am i --' i ter-sent to papa, this was a text i was send " okay. you buatpe syg ? " hahahaha ;D i didnt realize, that 's weird why Anip was taking so long to reply my msg. mama was gone, idk where she is. a few minutes later, mama saw me, she called my name, i go to her. haha i can see her face there's something wrong, she asked " papa marah, awak salah hantar msg kat papa eh ? you sent ' okay. you buatpe syg. ' mai mai, kau jawab sendiri dgn papa " ohhhhhhh, fuck haha. i told her, " laaa, salah sent ke ? mai nak sent kat kawan mai lah, nana. mai cakap i you dgn die. tak caya ? haa check lah my hp " actually, i want to sent it to Anip. haha luck, Alia & Alif maked mama was angry. and i was texting nana directly. asked her permission to texting with her (i you) for a while because i'm afraid my parents gonna read my inbox and also sent items and and save messages. hahaha. thank God, i showed to mama. mama was like caya tak caya je haha. in the car, i was silent. papa, too. i know mama will tell him, what i was showed & told. today, haha macam biasa je :) now, my parent had already knows i have a boyf.

pictures on 15th August

i never forget her birthday

ouh i have a great time today with chachas but Mia & Camy cannot come this birthday celebration. who's birthday girl huh ? heehee, Nabila <3 ! we did at Nana's house, because of she's too sick. omg, her voice really different like a guy voice you know. haha anyway, get well soon okay, ly. we ate Caramel Cheese Cake from Secret Recipe. yummy babe, guees how much price of this cake ? RM70, wth ? --' . err, parents Nana, we're sorry cause trouble to them. they sponsored foods & drinks. thanks Nana ;) we're appreciate it. ah, i love her youngest sister, Wina. she is so cute meh. we were playing baling baling tepung, haha Athirah Aisya Ista sumpah bangang buat saloon kt aku macam zombie -________-' babi. haha. Nabila was happy, we all know that. we all didnt go to school :D we went home around 2++ p.m. semua lodge my Unser, if Matrix haha tah macam mana nak balik nanti. hmm, Nana Aisya Athirah Najmin Ista Afiqah, thanks for today and thanks for make Nabila happy.

moronic

aku nak tanya lah kan, ape kitorang buat sampai kau and your group membabi depan kitorang huh ? i dont want to relate your name here. we already know you all hate us, but so do us. kau sampai nak langgar bahu Najmin ? bapak fuck sial kau. kau kalau nak langgar bahu Najmin je, baik tak yah lah. berani langgar bahu aku dulu lah. okay, at first, kitorang diam je. but now, heh kau dah melampau ah weh. kau ingat aku ni tak berani nak face dgn korang ke ? aku tk kecut lah dgn moron moron kau ni. bak datang jumpe muka dgn kitorang. setakat nak membabi perangai depan kitorang, alaaah nenek aku bole buat lah bodoh ! well finally, i said it through my blog. when you read it, lagi aku suka :) kau nak kutuk aku kt blog kau ? haha kesah ape siaaal.

today is birth day

Zuraina Alias, Happy Birthday Mother ! :)

after school, mama picked me up. i'm not going to tuition ngeh :D we have celebrated mama's birthday on 9.45 p.m. -.-' what a late time we celebrate huh ? okay, papa came late back home. alif has tuition. and me ? haha waiting them laah. duh, better if i go to tuition first, but nah nevermind, it's past. we gave her a big love card & also money-box japanese girl looks like Alia you know, differently. i dont know if mama doesnt like it or not -_-' haha. we ate birthday cake ; blueberry cheese cake. about cake, i know she likes it. heehee. this Sunday, we celebrate again, woohoo. i'm surely mama is happy. maybe. as far as one knows.

Good news

ohh thank God, we have cancelled our plan to move out. alhamdulillah. well, mama change her minds, she wants to renovate our house. okay lah, that's what i want. yay, jiran dengan Afiq Danial lagi. heeheh. tadi, i with papa went to Giant to buy presents for mama. tomorrow is her birthday. hee, i'm not going to tuition after school, yeah my family needs to celebrate birthday mama. Hanif sorry, we will meet at school okay :)

it's not village area

ila & fara

my village at Gombak KL ? haha it's not village area actually -.-' ! ouh, long time didn't come here. sumpah rindu. i met cousins, ouh i miss them too. yeah they're fine and their family also. after me mama fara & alia went complex pertama to buy a new spectacle for mama's, we visited my grandmother's cemetery. i was crying when i saw mama was too. i can't restrain :'( we prayed for her, and whole family really desire her. after that, we go back Gombak's home. mama took away KFC for dinner. haha later, me and my close cousins, fara & ila. we were acting Twilight. i act as Edward *keningkening :D angah act as Jacob and along act as Bella. haha that was very funny, we acted macam bodo bodo without talking. gahhhh, what a stupid acting we did ;D ? haha. around 9++, balik rumah.


more more, yesterday i had wrangle with Anip. okay, i was joking with Anip, i told him i like Firdaus because he's cute. Anip discontented. i was winkwink at Nabila when Firdaus past by in front of her. and i was beside Anip. i said to Nabila " Nabilaa ! ha, F-I-R-D-A-U-S ! suke lah tu *winkwink " you know what, Anip go while didn't say anything and discard his friend's bicycle. i still stood there, looked at him, i ask myself, does he jealous ? yes he does. i leaved him, go away to Nabila & Aisya. ohh, we fight again. and i'm tired of this thinggy. i know i always annoyed to you. sorry. but remember, whatever happen to us, still love you :(

move out from ttdi to where ?

gosh :'( noooooo, i dont want move out to Kuala Lumpur. i love to stay here, Shah Alam. mama is now seeking for house at KL. heh, i already know she wants a better house i mean bigger than house at ttdi here. why not Bukit Jelutong ? there has a lot of big big big houses. if i move out, 'rindu randa kawan-kawan' will comes to me. Mia, Najmin, Camy, Ista, they will move out next year. but idk where they will go. and Aisyatul, asrama :O ? ohh please, dont leave me bestfriends. and i with reference to coax mama. if she wants too, select Bukit Jelutong laaah. i still want studying at SMK TTDI Jaya until form3 maybe. form4 & 5, perhaps try another school ;)

what a shitto -_-

yeahh, i know i'm a hot tempered. but i'm not the type of judging people okay ? about yesterday, yelaaah i was touching few minutes je because nana, fiqah, min & wani not in the class. and i'm alone --' sorang pun tak bgtau mane korang pegi. min also, i knew she wants to go amik kehadiran, and i told her i want to follow her. then she said ape benda tah, i can't heard it clear. alah, i can see min's face, mcm tknak i follow. so okaaaay, fine then. when they all back came into class, sumpah malas gila layan dorang. i asked fiqah, whered she go ? she' said, dia teman min amik kehadiran. wth ?! haihh. they asked me, am i angry with them ? ouh, yes i am. but nah, that was past right. nevermind, now i'm fine.

Happy Birthday, Nurul Jannah !

i miss you so much Jann. it has long time we haven't met. how are you ? i know you're busy with school, yelaaah asrama lah kan kau :P anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you ! aku nak jumpe kau weh :( takecare.

bye, I LOVE YOU

new hair

i went to saloon, this is my new hair :) is it okay or not ?

Tiara Beach Resort Port Dickson

Alip woke up me in the morning around 9. he told me, papa suruh mandi siap siap pegi Port Dickson. i was, huhh ? --' hahaha then i asked mama is that true, then yes. haiyohh asal baru inform lately. lepas siap terus pegi, my grandmother pon ikut sekali. gerak pukul around 10. hahh our journey, sekejap berhenti sekejap jalan. that's papa -_-. in the car, i was asking papa ' where's our hotel yang kita nak stay ni ? ' he's said, Tiara Beach Resort. damn, i've never been there before. but, why tetibe nak pegi sini macam suprise je kan. papa cakap, ade family day DRB Hicom, papa's last day keje dgn DRB. so, his friends & officemates celebrated papa. ohhhhhh :) hehe.

moving on,
makan-makan lunch dulu. then, mandi manda ! fuhh, coolio. i was acting like hehe childish. i didn't bring my swimming suit. i borrowed bibik punye t-shirt & alia punye short. haha kesah ape, belasah je laah :D there is no beach, but there has a beach. haha whaaat ? i can't understand what i'm telling you. okay, there has ( pantai buatan ) hahaha nicey view actually. macam Sunway Lagoon *winkwink. and ada group perempuan [ bajet hot lawa comel ] stared looking at me. ok, i knew i don't have any friends here. tapi, diorg macam muka carik gado --' heehee guess what i'm doing, alaaah buat bodoh sudah dengan perempuan macam tu. haha. we didn't sleep night there. we were just have fun and check out pukul 5. after then, macam macam hal ade pegi somewhere. sampai rumah pukul 10.15 p.m. -_____-' duhh, i have a great day but i'm so tired.